Thursday, December 20, 2018

MERRY CHRISTMAS


I WISH EVERYONE WHO CELEBRATES THE CHRISTMAS
HOLIDAYS A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS
THOSE WHO CELEBRATE THE LOVE OF THE HUMAN SPIRIT
THE BEST OF ALL THINGS!

THE SERIES "THE VISITOR"
WILL BE FREE TO DOWNLOAD ON AMAZON KINDLE
SATURDAY AND SUNDAY
FOR CHRISTMAS
DECEMBER 22ND AND 23RD
[Link Below]


THE SERIES IS SIX BOOKS SO DOWNLOAD
ALL SIX AND READ WHEN THE DAY IS COLD AND THE COFFEE
IS HOT.

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE OF THE INTERNET!

BARB


The Visitor Series


Friday, December 7, 2018

Free Download this Weekend



WHEN THE WAR IS OVER



THE BOOK IS FREE TO DOWNLOAD FROM FRIDAY [DECEMBER 7TH] 
THROUGH SUNDAY [DECEMBER 9TH]
ON AMAZON KINDLE


I took the above photo a few winters ago
in the Manzano Mountains that are located South East
of our home.


Download it today.

Tuesday, November 20, 2018

Memories of Thanksgiving

travelling along the old country lane
a long way I have come
a long time
seeing the landmarks of my youth
the old trees at the bend
welcoming those who come happily
warning those of no good.

Each footstep leaves its mark
from my fine leather boots
in the snow that dusts everything overnight
the sweet smell of chimneys
mingling with the crispness
of the mid-winter freshness in the quiet
journey of days long past.

the goose is stuffed
overflowing with old bread
apples and herbs from the summer
onions baked slowly
sweet potatoes added to the pot
I take myself
through the memories of my past

have I been forgotten
out of sight and out of mind
a whisper in the night
Mother, have ye not had a single word
from that child of thine?
the best to him
as he travels beyond the bend

the laughter comforts me
warmth from the embraces of love
changes will rule this day
as I once again
sit at my mother's table
taking in her tears of comfort
as they cut the Thanksgiving goose.

barb



Tuesday, November 6, 2018

Horton Hears A Who


When was the last time you read a children's book?
I grew up reading everything
an obsession before I knew what obsession meant
I read all the fairy tales that used to be
in the Encyclopedias
hours upon hours sitting on a neighbor's floor
starting with A and finally ending in Z.

I went to every movie show from Disney
sitting in large theaters with airmen and eating my popcorn
I colored every fairy tale
coloring book that was produced in my time
then I found libraries
it was like giving rich chocolate to a child
a whole building filled with book after book
giving me a new floor in which to sit.

Children's books are stories
the entertain children across the world
written in languages and illustrated to bring words alive
but...
children's books are really lessons
lessons of morals, lessons of love, lessons of compassion
they teach the path of giving, sharing
and just caring.

Horton Hears a Who
is about the importance of each of us
the importance of good against the foes in our path
the importance of standing together
fighting for the right
of each and every individual on this round ball
of humanity.

Dr. Seuss taught many lessons
and we need to raise our voices for good
for rights, for love and for the future.

barb

Friday, November 2, 2018

WordPress For My Published Books



I have started a free page on Wordpress that hosts all of my published books and unpublished short stories.  I'm still learning the site and whether it will work to highlight my writing.

Monday, August 27, 2018

Let Go, let go and live



Holding by the last thread of life
a breath lost
in the audible breeze
teasing with adventures upon its breast
Let go, let go and live
there is nothing in life to fear
for at the end of the road
waiting with open heart 
a tear maybe two
our destiny measured in breaths
each one gratefully renewing our existence
in the blink of an eye
the road travels beneath our feet
the wind sings
of our wild spirit and loving heart
emerging from the earthly circle
the leaf
one surely beautifully unlike another
feeds and nurtures
all that exists in the world
from the beginning until eternity
it hangs
golden orange and curling
accepting the cycle
as the audible breeze whispers with confidence
Let go and fly with me
as it rises first up
before catching the currents
living life without fear
of the adventure foretold millions of years ago
all start the same
all end in their own time
Let go.


barb


Wednesday, August 22, 2018

Free Download of "Ghosts of Tomorrow" this weekend


Ghosts of Tomorrow will be free to download from Kindle
Saturday August 25th and Sunday August 26th


A love story in the middle of the Pacific during WW2

barb

Wednesday, August 8, 2018

Ghosts of Tomorrow - The Rear Admiral and the Doctor




My 15th Romantic Novel steps away from my favorite historical period
of the Civil War and into the arena of the Pacific Theater
during WWII and particularly the invasion and occupation of the Islands
by the Japanese Imperial Army.

After the death of her father, Doctor Bailey Willow falls into a very
abusive marriage to an older man.  She flees her husband's reach and makes the decision to
disappear forever if necessary knowing that her trust funds are safe
from him getting his hands on the money.  Bailey makes her way to the Philippines
to look for the mother who abandoned her at birth.  Running into resistance
from the villagers who helped raise her, she started searching the
small remote islands.  The Japanese Imperial Army attacked the Philippines
within days of the attack at Pearl Harbor and soon occupied
most of the islands in the Pacific Rim.  Bailey decides to remain on the remote
island until the war was over feeling that it gave her the safe haven that she needed.
The war, however, was not about to let her live in peace.

I have set up a free Giveaway on Amazon for the e-book.


Barb


Thursday, July 19, 2018

The Mandolin


Oh, sweet voice
carried upon the warm summer breeze
as I quote from Shakespeare
"Hell is empty and all the devils are here"

What for is each day
toiling upon the early morning
hardship is something we don't appreciate
comparing life then to now.

Sing me a love song
take away my worries post haste
lull me sweetly in another time and place
sleepy-eyed and contented

Wildflowers abundant
across the fields of my dreams
his image tugs upon my common senses
Love invades my dreams.

barb

 There is little between my love of Shakespeare and I passionately love his work, my art that tries so hard to capture romance in glass and my own books dip deep into romance and disappointment.  This Mandolin will be turned into a piece of art.  

My 15th Novel is in the process of being released though it will be a month but it is a story about a young doctor who flees her abusive husband and the need to finally find her mother who abandoned her after birth.  She is stranded in the islands of the Philippines when the Japanese attacks and occupies the entire Pacific Theater in 1941.  It is a good place to hide and heal until she must re-enter the world where she is thrown into a world wind of accepting her past and falling in love.

I honestly am at odds when I am not writing something.  I have always been this way and have to pull myself away from writing to live a normal life.  The Mandolin will be decorated with Dog Roses or something because my ideas aren't always the final decision.  For now, I need to put chicken wings on the BBQ.  I did last night make Waffles and Chicken including adding pecans [crushed] into the batter and whipping my butter.  Too much chicken this week but that's alright because some weeks I eat too many tacos.

barb





Saturday, July 7, 2018

Writing Reveals Deep Thoughts



The thoughts turn into words
falling onto the screen
as my fingers mindlessly follow direction

I know not the keys
should you ask me to recreate
the board which I lavish my energy

Tell me a story spin it away
bring forth the roundness
of the characters before my face

The moon and sun spin
romance and evil intertwine
tendrils growing over the gravestone

Traps set within my mind
love is a living creature
found in the hearts of all mankind

Acknowledging with a smile
romance doesn't always fall in line
consequences wait patiently in the weeds.

barb

I am currently working on my 15th Novel which takes place during World War Two in the Pacific Theater. 



Friday, May 18, 2018

Wildflowers



Wildflowers…
Random or are they really
Unexpectedly appearing in the early
Morning dew satisfying their thirst
Surviving when unnoticed
Through droughts and torrential floods
They rise proudly
Unexpectedly
A breath of fresh perspective
The Bain of the
Fanatical gardener in flowered gloves
Pots of perfect soil
Hours of tending and pruning
Sweat equity providing beauty
For afternoon tea
No room for a broke limb
Wilted roses be damned
I stand quietly
Clippers in one hand
Haphazardly my eyes roam
Upon the flowers
Growing wildly in my garden
With the wildflowers
Scattered upon the bare earth
Filling the world
Unexpectedly
Living their life on their terms
Calling sweetly to the bees
They touch my heart
Unexpectedly
Surprises of the sudden tears
My emotions overwhelmed
By the wildness
That overcomes me
A gardener by chance
A romantic in the most unexpected way.

Barb
@May 18, 2018

Thursday, May 17, 2018

Tell Me Your Name



Meet you in the middle
Where we root through the weeds
Finding some type of commonality
We aren’t sincerely different
Actually, we are the same

Strip away the clothing
Take off the gold and glittering chains
Wash the day from your face
The weariness residing in your eyes
Just tell me your name

Leave behind your passion
Opinions rarely reveal a helpful clue
Of the path you have obviously chosen
For I know not where you go
Stars in your eyes for fame

Lost and found is an empty box
Abandoned spider webs decorate corners
Dust upon discarded thoughts
Onward one must move methodically
From that which you came

The day is long and demanding
Dancing upon the ends of endurance
We rarely decompress completely
Ordering a drink as we sit to dine
Grousing as we seek something to blame

I sit and watch this manic dance
Faces contorted or bathed in defeat
Laughter tinkles like a crystal glass
Comfort in oneself do I rarely find
Please, won’t you tell me your name?

Barb
@May 17, 2018

Friday, May 11, 2018

Letter to My Ex


                A letter to my Ex seems appropriate now that time has settled down like a dirt road when the old truck is in the distance.  I have thought about all those years, all the months, weeks, days and hours.  What I have discovered is that there was no time that my feelings weren’t hurt by some little thing that he said or did.  My memories are less accessible today because I don’t want them to be and now I don’t wish to pull them back out of that cobweb memory bank.

          When did it go wrong?  When I thought that if you love someone they must certainly equally love you.  If you put a map in front of me like a board of candy cane, I would be able to bring up every wrong turn in a long journey.  The thing I can do now is not lay blame or commiserate with those wrong turns but to accept my own responsibility.  I am the only one who I could change.  I didn’t.  Not in the beginning, not down that long road, not when it was teetering, not until too many years passed.

          I know the saying that everything is for a reason and everything leads you to where you are at the moment.  That is true because each roll of the dice moves you forward or backward but it moves you.  If I had more control, more foresight, more initiative, I would not have taken the road I took.  If I had been brave.  I don’t want you to think I am diminishing my love for it was and is true and honest as any emotion I ever held.  It still as strong as it was in the beginning and that is why it took so long to bury that love long enough to step away from the relationship.

          Did he treat me bad?  Oh, my little bitty heart believes so and if that is the case I now know that it doesn’t break easily despite the jabs and punches [figuratively].  My relationship was like a dripping faucet that slowly wore away the porcelain on the sink.  It should have been a great relationship because I am a devout romantic.  I am in love with love only to find out that love cannot be isolated.

          I should write to him, tell him that we were just not really meant to be and that I should have known that in the beginning.  I feel bad that he spent so many years not happy but then maybe he just isn’t a happy man.  I don’t know.  I could not see past myself to understand that it wasn’t right.  I should let him know that I know that he truly tried but didn’t have the capacity to even express his feelings.  Maybe I didn’t allow him to grow into being romantic, maybe I didn’t expect enough or was even too insecure in the relationship to believe.  I don’t know.  I don’t know despite so many years, despite our strong friendship and despite love, I still have no answers just acceptance.
          I won’t write because I still think it might shoot me in the foot but I hope he is finally happy.

Barb

Thursday, April 19, 2018

My 14th Novel - The Seer and Miss Clark - Free Giveaway



My husband took me out to dinner tonight to celebrate the finish of my
14th Novel




Ten Union deserters made plans to rob the Union Payroll wagon of
seventy-five thousand dollars, the largest heist attempted during the Civil War.
Ten men who had killed for the President on the battlefield now killed for
love, money and the pure untethered pleasure of killing.
They ride with the dark man who is waiting patiently for their souls as he
tempts them with the very thing they seek.
Juliette cannot stop the carnage or save the victims he serves up
to the greedy men unless he allows her to.   That doesn't stop the taunting and the visions
that she can't block out.  He tortures her with forcing her to watch.
Juliette channels Megan Clark long before the afternoon in the cornfield.
It will be the struggle of both of their lives.


Barb





Sunday, April 1, 2018

Easter Bunnies and Stuff



damn but I hate to admit that there are more years
behind me then in front but that's pretty much where I find myself
Easter is a religious holiday
that involved me getting a permanent
and a new dress in pink or lavender with Paten leather shoes
little white gloves and white hats with ribbons

...

 I will wish you the best day on this Easter Sunday
and admit that I love the traditions
which were so much a part of my life when young
the Easter Baskets
filled with candy, toys and eggs
[I didn't like hard boiled eggs or even eggs but I regress]
I loved the colors, the fake grass
and the jelly beans.
Back then there were only a handful of flavors.

...

I did have a black rabbit
we lived in North Dakota off of the base in a large house
the rabbits lived in a cage under the house
I don't know why I had a rabbit
but I did and then I didn't
because some nice person poisoned my rabbit.
Of course, that's what I was told
but when we left England I was told my black cat
was killed by a neighborhood dog...
this was the "we can't afford to quarantine her" solution
so instead I was emotionally destroyed
so I wouldn't argue at the age of seven.

...

I can now look back at all those childhood things
with a critical eye on the truth
and the necessity of bending it like light through a prism
the parental stories to handle a child
the fact that I remember these things and knew
then what I know now
makes me understand that those little stories
aren't always the way to handle things.

...

Alright...this is not a good Easter story
but more a story on morality
I accept more than I allow to change my world
I have adopted the old southern philosophy
of smiling, enjoying and telling others
"isn't that nice"

I am in the midst of getting ready for a large
art show and have two books in the air using one
to avoid finishing the other.
I think I have too much on my plate and have fallen
into a bowl of procrastination and noodles.

Have a great Easter and remember that spring is
a beautiful time of any year.

barb 

Tuesday, March 6, 2018

Investigations, Inc.




INVESTIGATIONS, INC.

          Jack picked up the glass and sipped as he looked at the report before pulling the paper from the typewriter.    The chair squeaked as he leaned back and put his feet on the desk reading it over one last time before slipping it in the envelope.
          The rain had become heavier and promised to continue through the night which meant he wouldn’t be setting up surveillance at 310 Park Street.  Interesting job that one.   The man who had hired him was not her husband and he got the impression that this was a reverse situation where the boyfriend did not believe whatever story she told him about her marriage.  Frankly, there were way too many women in this town to pay to follow a married woman or even care if she was still keeping her husband happy as long as she showed up in the middle of the night with promises of succulent pleasure. 
          Two things kept his business brisk, one was love and the other was money but in the end it always rolled around sex.
          Jack smiled as he thought about the girl he accompanied home from the bar the night before.   She was your typical sad story of nursing a broken heart needing to feel like someone thought she pretty enough to approach.  He didn’t think he would have turned to her if she passed him on the street but something last night just called his name as he sat down at the end of the bar. 
          “Charlie, usual please.”
          The bartender threw the towel over his shoulder as he reached back and picked up the good whisky pouring a shot setting it in front of Jack.
          “Early night or just getting started?”
          “Early night.  Love it when they give me what I want before nine.”
          He sipped on the whisky as the bar filled up with the regular characters from the neighborhood.  Several stopped leaning on the bar talking to him before moving into a booth or table.  It was a small bar where a lot of people came to just unwind or sit and talk to friends.  
          The jukebox played Frank Sinatra in the background but it was so low that you forgot that it wasn’t just part of the decor.  He leaned forward looking at her as she sipped on a glass of wine.  She still had her coat on and looked uncomfortable almost afraid to stay and afraid to get up and leave.   He looked into the big mirror and watched her.  She looked up at herself then looked away. 
          Jack picked up his glass and walked down past her as she watched him move in the smoky mirror.  He picked up an ashtray on the other side of her and sat down in the empty stool to her right taking out a cigarette and offered her one.
          “Thank you but I don’t smoke.”
          He put one in his mouth and set the pack on the bar as Charlie reached over lighting it for him.  The smoke drifted up around them as Sinatra crooned a lonely heartbreaking song.  He picked up his whisky as she watched him in the mirror.
          “You look like you are carrying the woes of the world on your shoulders.”
          She sipped her wine and he watched the slight tremble in her hand as she slowly tried to put it down without spilling it.  If she could take back her decision to walk through that door then she would do it that very instant.   She swallowed then looked at him.
          “I need to leave.”
          “Well, that part is obvious since you have probably never been in a bar or at least not unescorted.”
          “I’m sorry, but…”
          Jack reached out and touched her hand which immediately caused tears to form across her green eyes.   If he had a nickel for every time a woman sat in front of him in tears, he could retire to Vegas.  He thought there was little difference between Charlie, him and Father O’Flannagan.  They all drank and they all listened to confessions of the heartbroken world.
          “I’m a good listener if you want to talk.”
          “Thank you but this was a mistake.”  She took in her breath and it rattled with the sobs that just didn’t want to come out in public.   She slid off the stool and picked up her purse turning to him.  “Thank you but it is late and the rain seems to be getting worse.”
          “Can I walk you to your car?”
          “I didn’t drive.”
          Jack smiled because she lived nearby. “It’s not safe to walk this late at night.”  He put a five on the bar and told Charlie he would be back after he made sure this young lady got home safely.  Charlie looked from one to the other and nodded.   Someone would be saying hail marys in the morning for sure.
          Jack opened the door as she stepped out.  “I can get home fine, thank you.”
          Jack opened the umbrella raising it.  “I need the exercise and I would feel bad if something happened to you because I wasn’t a gentleman.”
          She lived two blocks from the bar up the hill in a small brownstone.  He talked and she responded but not with any great conversation.   She had her arms wrapped around herself more as a protection then cold.   When they climbed the steps to the front door of the building he opened it and she passed him then turned back.   He smiled but didn’t follow.
          “Would you like to...” She hesitated.  “I don’t have whisky but I can offer you a cup of coffee.”
          Jack looked at his watch then followed her into the building.  She opened her purse and took out a sole key and unlocked her door walking in.  He closed it as she walked across the room putting her purse on a small table then unbuttoning her coat slipping it off.   She had on a soft white blouse and black skirt that was shaped to her hips so perfectly.   She laid the coat over the chair then walked into the kitchen and he heard the water running as she was filling up the coffee pot.  Jack walked around the room looking at the décor before he picked up a book that was open on the coffee table. 
          “I didn’t ask your name.”  He had his back to the kitchen as she walked out carrying too cups of coffee.
          “Carolyn.”
          “You like Hemingway?”  He was reading the back of “Across the River and Into the Trees” which of course had a picture of Ernest as eccentric as you could get.
          “I’m not sure.  I think he’s very strange and his characters are so self absorbed and dramatic.”   She sat down on the couch as he sat in the armchair flipping through the book until he reached the page where she had a slip of paper marking her spot.  “I find this particular work to be lacking in a lot of things even for Hemingway.”
          Jack nodded and put the book down.  He wasn’t a Hemingway fan because he found his work to not only be depressing but would cause depressive people to fall further into the tumbler which is probably what the author did as he sat at that old typewriter trying to put words together so that he could afford to be eccentric. 
          They talked for a while about authors and books they liked.   She worked as a bookkeeper for a shirt manufacturer and had lived in the city three years.  He assumed from listening to her that other than work her only life was probably an affair with a married man.   He finally thanked her for the coffee and told her he had an appointment to keep.
          “Who has appointments this late at night?”
          Jack smiled and told her it was just part of his work.  He walked toward the door as she stood and followed him.  He turned again to thank her when she put her hand on his shoulder and reached up kissing him then she pulled back.  Jack watched her eyes which were neither embarrassed nor mousy as they had been in the bar.  He wanted to tell her that there was no safety in taking a stranger into her home. 
          His hand went out and around Carolyn’s waist to her lower back as he brought her back to his lips.  She came to him so easily and so willingly that he wondered who was coercing who this night.   He could feel his reaction as she leaned into him so softly and her hand slowly slid down his chest and around his leg causing him to stiffen against the cloth of his slacks.  This was not a mousy woman at all.
          He didn’t remember undressing her or even taking off his own clothes before he pulled her down on top of him.  The bed was soft and filled with fluffy pillows that seemed to just envelope them as they moved across it still lip locked and hungry.  He couldn’t recall having a desire so strong in a long time and he loved the softness of her curves.
          Carolyn was unbridled in her wants and consumed him with a fire that was totally out of control.   Whatever she was trying to forget, Jack was more than willing to be the instrument she used to release all of her pain.   He ran his hand up the outside of her thigh to her hip which made the silk panties push up against him.  A small moan escaped her lips. 
          He loved the smell of the passion mingled with whisky.  This mousy little girl was so hot that the fire department would have trouble putting her out.   She pushed against his shoulders rolling him off of her and he hesitated until he met her eyes.   They were dark green and seemed to be holding a secret he knew he would never unlock.  Without effort she took his breath away.  Her eyes were closed; her head back and her lips spoke volumes without words.
          Jack pulled her down into his arms and kissed her as she sighed then curled up around him.  He wanted a cigarette but didn’t know where his clothes were nor did he think he had the strength to get out of bed.  Jack fell asleep and woke up alone in the bed.   He found his clothes on the chair in the bedroom with a note.
          “Thank you for walking me home…Carolyn.”
          He lit a cigarette and put the note in his pocket.


Barbara Svetlick                3/6/18

Thursday, March 1, 2018

Book 5 and 6 of The Visitor Free Download



The final two books of the six book story
THE VISITOR

will be free to download on Saturday and Sunday
March 3rd and 4th



Enjoy!

Barb

Friday, February 23, 2018

Dear Readers - Free Download This Weekend



Book 3 and 4 of The Visitor Series is free to download
on Saturday and Sunday
February 24th and 25th

All of my books are part of the Kindleunlimited program

If you are reading The Visitor Series, remember that there are 6 books in the series.

This link is to my author page which lists my 13 novels.


I am finishing up on Novel #14

and hope to have it published sometime in the next month.

The Visitor Series - the Life of Miranda Eppes is in 6 books 2013-2014

The Visitor - 1862
The Visitor - Texas
The Visitor - Colorado
The Visitor - New York
The Visitor - The Bell Tower
The Visitor - The Final Ride

The Ellery Daughters Series - 4 books 2015

John Ellery's Daughters
Life on the Isle
When The War Is Over
Blue Notes From Afar (2017)

My Wild Irish Eyes - 2015
Yesterday's Gone - 2013
Short Stories Love, Sex and Rock and Roll [erotic] 2013