Sunday, May 31, 2015

Free Downloads When I'm Sixty-Four!!

 
 
Who knew
who knew when I was fifteen
who knew when I was young and gangly
filled with passions
and dreams of life unknown
that one day
this song would be so poignant
as I turn sixty-four!
 
Well done Beatles...well done!
 
I have 3 books scheduled for free download in celebration of my birthday
from June 4th - June 6th
 
The Visitor 1862
John Ellery's Daughters
Yesterday's Gone
 
 
So enjoy and celebrate the day
as I will be having cake and eating it too!!
 
barb
 
 



Sunday, May 24, 2015

Celebrate The Woman In You

we celebrate the loss
allowing the present to rest on its laurels
and I ponder
this human trait that comes
from consciousness
of regret and loss of the present
when loss
had yet to barely kiss our minds
tears and whispers
of recognition in passing
a name
the dates of each breath
above the words of love and meaning
we celebrate
some bravery, some lost memory
glorified and pinned
on the lace of one's petticoats
when mourning
turns slowly to the celebration
that shall begin
in somberness of lovely words
hail to those
those who have ended the earthly
breathe
we mourn for ourselves
not acknowledging that the simplicity
from dust to dust
our life shall somehow end
mourn my friends
find your comfort as you must
remember we each begin and end
celebrate existence
of you
celebrate the woman you cradle
within.
 
barb

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

Thunderstorms....




Click on the link - yes it is safe
 
 
 
I would live in the rain forest
barefoot and among nature's amazing beauty
in bamboo huts
listening quietly to the rain.
 
everyone has a special place
where they go when the world is hectic
fast paced
moving against the day.
 
On my 40th birthday
I traveled home where my soul feels the best
to visit with my oldest girlfriend
reconnected after years of eerie silence
what happened where had I been?
 
Lost and needing
nothing more than to slip back in time
I found myself standing in a store
it was a museum store
or maybe a nature store in the mall.
 
And the sound
that filled every corner and every nerve
was a magnificent thunderstorm
the acoustics were incredible
and I stood speechless and in awe.
 
It rinses all worry
it cleanses the wrinkles in my soul
it takes to me in whispers
as the thunder rises before it rolls
my body, my mind, the nerves along the way
pays homage to the
thunderstorm.
 
That day
the only thing I did
was buy the CD of the thunderstorm
but it washed away
the blues.
 
barb


Friday, May 15, 2015

Dime Store Romance

 
hot summer days
where laziness always plays
sidewalks wavering in the distance
a sprinkler heaven sent
a pocket full of silver change
delivers an ice cold coke
and
a dime store romance
 
reading is like breathing
something that comes in time
coveting a cover
of a story sold for a dime
under the spreading oak tree
another world and me
in this
dime store romance
 
pages off white
print in a color not quite right
words so tantalizing
imagination in its ultimate prime
between cold sips
the heroine swoons
with the demanding touch of his lips
 
heat rises with the moon
touches of suggestion
wrong oh so help me very wrong
with his words
she struggles before she bends
craving the imagination
long after
the end.
 
I love the
dime store romance.
barb

Sunday, May 10, 2015

Mother's Day...Confessions Of Emotions

don't go into a grocery store if you are hungry
and don't blog when your emotions
are stuck in 4th gear looking for asphalt to tear up
 
Mother's Day
is a day that I hate more than asparagus
and I'd rather throw up after going on a roller coaster
than eat asparagus
or really any of the brussel sprouts type of green things
but I regress here a little
 
I am a mother
I was a good mother or at least my child
is still breathing because I am not maternal at all
but I can't think of anything
worst than a 'canned' holiday paying homage
to something you either should
appreciate without reminders or don't
 
I hate Mother's Day
because it interferes with my great buzz of a life
harshing my mellow.
 
barb

Wednesday, May 6, 2015

The Quiet in the Night

how do you define quiet
when it defines itself without further adjectives
of those pesty little verbs
the space that hangs on me
like little sucker fish on the mighty shark
moving with me
through the soft salt water
of the night
I have gone stealth in body
hit the depth of dead silence of mind
for I hover above humanity
unable to respond to good or bad
unbound, untethered
I have become a shadow in time
quiet in the night.
 
barb
 


Sunday, May 3, 2015

Boxing From a Confused Girl

first let's all understand that my interest in sports is probably
non-existent but I have been exposed to it
from my father's love of baseball
to years of championship wrestling that makes one wonder
  
I know only women question the very existence of sports
but hey men don't get shoe shopping
so we're even right?  right!
  
For weeks my wonderful husband has been talking
about the fight as though he had placed a large bet and needed
to watch so he sweetly convinced me
to spend Saturday night at our neighborhood bar and grill
so we could see this fight....
 
first of all, bar stools are rarely comfortable after an hour
and why should they be when after that time you generally fall off
as one man did last night as his stool went backwards
give the man another brew baby!!
 
well the food was great, we sat at a bar table with a trucker
from Montana no less
as the bar started to fill, and fill and fill and holy
sweet mother how many people can you fit in a very large
sports bar?
 
Well we settle in, order a calzone for dinner and it is seven o'clock
let the fights begin...the stool still is tolerable
then as ten o'clock starts to explode in the room the
main fight is ready to begin.
 
You know it was as bad as the Oscars
with 90% of the time taken up on things other than the main fight
my butt was not happy but if you are going to go to a fight
you have to put up with some unpleasantness.
 
I watched the entire fight...I know I know
zip about boxing or even really care about it
but as this amateur girl of non-knowledge and no feeling left in my legs
I thought Manny won...oh how wrong can on girl be?
obviously very wrong since the judges
voted for Floyd across the board by a hair but the winner no less
guess it's a good thing I don't bet on sports!
 
At least with baseball it's easy
to keep score.

Another thing has been checked off my bucket list!
 
barb

Friday, May 1, 2015

Some Days!

Some days are strange
sort of like being underwater
where the sounds, if they exist, don't penetrate
it is just strange.
 
 
barb